Monday, November 30, 2009

Hmm let's see what can i post..........idk
Decided the normal posting........

Rotted at home th past few days.
Watched a taiwan show with mum on friday morning.
I cooked breakfast+lunch+dinner, Cos there's no food at the coffie shop that catches my stomach.

Cooked fried rice andmy rice look so starchy, but nice^^
Joan came and help me with the cooking.
Ate and play uno+poker
Very sian so decided to go and watch movie.
Went to plaza Sing, crowded. Went to Cathey instead.
Watched Christmas C......Funny show.......

Walked around, bought some things, MRTed home.
That was what happened on friday

Saturday and sunday uhh, Erm boring lo..........
Sian need go work...........
Tired leh................
Rotting in progress.........
SIAN LUH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ltr going to Min house, maybe rot again=P

HOHO, ILOVEMYSELF^^[LAME!]

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

Lazy to blog... Thought of closing my blog down.....Okay maybe not bah:)

Ima still sick:(
Friday: Flu
Saturday: Flu+Giddy
Sunday: Flu+Giddy+Fever
Monday:Flu+Fever+Sore throut
Tuesday:Flu+Sore throut+Cough
:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(

OMG this is killing me Jesus............
Didn't go to church for many Sundays.
If not busy, then is sick.
If not sick, then is work.
THIS IS DRIVING ME CRAZY!!!!!!!!(T_T)

Since you said you wanna have a break of everything, then suit yourself.
Even if you just ask, i take it as a yes because i don't get a reply.
Forget it okay, I'm not gonna ask again. I'm really really tired.
You're driving me to my grave to say the truth.
It's not wadever okauy.
Last time okay i just nevermuind, but now i think i won't:P
Walao still ask for fun......
You tink it's fun arhs, but i dun okuay. Walao.

Thanks Justin Dii, Galfrwen, JayKay, YR, JustinHo,
For caring about mi^^
And special thaks to Galfrwen who chiong audi with me^^
LOVEEEEE(L)
Arigato!~

Audi came out with alot of cute stuffs!><><
I wan i wan(T_T)
Plus BIBIMOOMOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Nevermind, i'll ask aunt for the cash=D
MUAHAHAHAHAHA!~~

Anyways, feel very uncomfortable with cough.....Keep coughing, very irritating~~~~~~
URGH! But needa ren(T_T)
Okay lah, not that bad lo.
Gonna audi the whole day today. Needa chiong again, polish up my skills(^_^)

Adios!~~~

Monday, November 23, 2009

Okay, again havn't been updating.Sick sick sick......

Many things happned lately....didn't feel like updating so didn't update lor.......

I miss you gals! D:
I wanna go home fast to blast the whole world with you gals>
D: D: D: D: D: D: D: D: D;

I don't know when i'm going home..........
Okay maybe i'll say what i've been thinking lately:
Go home and never come back, I'm serious this time. I really really really! want to go home and never come back. I hate life here....I've never been that happy here......I don't care if i abandon my sg friends, i don't care. I really don't wanna care any longer. i'll just leave messages to you guys if i'm really not coming back.

Friends: I love you people. You made me happy:D Thanks for pei-ing me when you can=]

Siblings: I love you guys alot!>< alrites=D I'll give you my number and address okays. i'm sad but dun sad hors! I'll visit you guys when i can alrites. If can, come visit me wor! Stay happy=3

LOVE: I've yet to tell you, but don't know when.....Well if you came to my blog, then you should see this ba. Don't worry okays, you're the first to get my number and address okays. You're the first of every one alrites=3 Don't sad hor if you're reading this. If there's anything, i'll tell you ohkays;D Must write to me hors. I will come back to visit you de okeys.Stay very happy, takecares. ILY<3

Friday, November 20, 2009

Havn't been posting lately.....Very lazy to post. Shall post today:D I wanna thank those who wish me a happy birthday and had celebrated with me^^So happy^^ Room floaded with prezzie. Dun feel lyk opening them cos wrap until so nice! WOO! still got more to come><>REIKO,NATSUMI,SUZUME,TAKAKO,USAGI!

Tuesday:
Went to Science Centre with SM, Justin and Benedict. Went to see the Body thingy. Ok i know it's educational, but it's kind of disgusting cos they display the real and full human body..............Haha then Justin, Sm and me were laughing softly away and Benedict was lyk giving the LAME face. HAHA! Wanted to go Lan to play L4D But in the end no time, so went home. Went to SM's house until 10pm cos i didnt want to join my parents at Taka...........Came back and dad scold....zZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZ
Chat with (L) then turn in together with (L). IlY^^

Wednesday:
Went to Sze Min's house and slack. Hahas. i'll not elaborate much about what happen. ok then i asked her father whether she can join us to go to watch movie in the night. WOOTS! Free tickets to 2012 the movie. I cried alot in the movie, i can't help it, seeing so many innocent people dying infront of my eyes is just too.....i dont know how to discribe.....It's sad....This movie is basically about the world ending....OK now i'm afraid that the world will end.....The last and final thing i'll do before i die is be together with (L)><
Movie ended at 11pm, no train cant take bus cos will take a long long time. No cab cos we didnt bring alot of cash out. So SM call so-so to dun mind come and pick us. Ok went home safely, chat with (L) and turned in with (L).

♥ ゆうき™ ♥
2:05 AM

Monday, November 16, 2009

Life is more than a bubble.........


Havn't been blogging for quite some time. Many things happened during these past few days.
I miss you DearT_T, ILY ♥

Friday:
Stayed at home the whole day. Chionging audi, no fam game. AT first wasn't in the mood to play but later on okay lah not so bad bah. Played Audi with LOVE♥, He not happy that i keep winning him. Sorry dear=[ Train hard okays? You'll win me one day=] Dad came home from meeting at 5pm. Asked me to go entertainment room to watch movies with him. Okay loh. I think this week is movie week bah. Sigh dad flying off to Usa, idk wher he's going=[

In the night, I made Daddy WeiXuan wait. Sorry! Daughter never talk to Daddy=[ SORRYSORRYSORRY!I WAS BUSY!SORRY! Your daughter will talk to you de kays, some other days=]

@10pm, Phone ringed. OMG! REIKO called! Have been so long since last chat with her on Jan 24th. I Miss you gals! I promise when i go back, I'll hang out with you gals kays.
Don't be sad yah=]
♥love you allX3
Forever: REIKO,NATSUMI,SUZUME,TAKAKO,USAGI &YUGUIE[MI]


Saturday-Sunday morning:
Didn't sleep well. Sprang out of bed @ 9am. Went for piano lessons. Borrowed Textbook for o'lvls music. So hard! Need to remember so many thingsT_T I think I CMI!IDKT_T.........
Came home, went to WhiteSands mall to reborn hair with mom. Lolz, I cut Bends, mom also cut. Dad say she look lyk some AHMA! So bad><
Hairdresser asked mom whether want to dye er hair to brown, like mine. But mine's the original one. I didn't dye=X Then mom say ok lo. Didn't eat lunch, bought some snacks and went to have dinner with dad. Superb hungry! OK nevermind, Tahan abit. Went to eat pizza hut. I was still hungry but i don't want to eat more ltr become fat=X Ima fat alr.........Went to Pet lover centre to buy things for Romeo.

Went home, watched some Agent show. OK it RAWKZ! Then watch until 12 plus? During the show Chat with LOVE♥. Got to turn in without him D=.........

Went to bed at 12 plus plus. After reading LOVE♥'s nite msg then idk why i was supposed to reply but then i fell asleep. Woke up at 3 plus plus, Had a bad dream. Scared but went back to sleep again. No wait! Went down to Backyard to find Romeo. Found him sleeping in his doggy house. Cute sia him>< His paws were covering his ears! hahas! Then felt something beside me, it was Juliet. Scared me sia! Plus the house was in total darkness except the stairway. Woke Romeo up, Asked him whether can accompany me in my room cos i was scared. Juliet was invited too lolz. Then they wagged their tail then followed me back to my room. I returned to bed, they slept on the carpet............
Woke up again at 7 plus, bad dream again....Feeling very very scared . Don't want to disturb Romeo and Juliet's sleep. Msged LOVE♥, see if he's awake anot. I need you dear! He never reply so think that he's still sleeping. Nevermind, i go back to sleep again. Suddenly dad woke me up say going for breakfast. I make some noise. Disturb my sleep! No choice, woke up, wash up and went for breakfast.....ZzZzZzZzZzZzZz

One word for my friends, sis and bro. If you see me next week, Don't be surprised kay. I know my hairstyle change. So don't try to pretend that you dont know me ah. Hahas. See you all next week^^Must bring and give me my prezzie hor!

Thursday, November 12, 2009

Bad morning, woke up at 7 plus cos mom made alot of noise.........
yesterday:
Slept at 3.15. Was chatting with love. Everybody was sleeping except for me=X Sat on my bed in a dark dark room typing away........no mood larh. Then love tell me to go and sleep, then ok lo i go and sleep. Cos he also need to sleep too ma. Ily dear=D
Toss around in bed, can't seem to sleep. I give up, wanted to watch some tv but neh. Went to mom's room, told her i can't sleep then sat on her couch then i fell asleep..........

Today:
Woke up at 7 plus plus. Said alr, mom was making alot of noise.....ok then mom left then ok i woke up. Sat on the living room couch and listen to some music. Gave up again then on the com. Of course i go wash up first la. Ima a clean clean gal=Xlolz. Then started bloggin cos i don't think i'll have the time maybe in the late night.........
Ltr going to fetch niece then go Vivo play play at the wading pool. Then go ECP to cycle then go have dinner. and go home....

I'm very tired, feeling very uncomfortable and my head is painT_T..........
Mood abit bad also so don't give me craps cos i won't tolerate them. ok got to go and....idk to do what......maybe rot until the time to go and fetch niece........ZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZ...........
I Don't think i'm gonna watch drag me to hell becos i don't want any pillows to get chewed off~~~~~~~~~~
ilydear, maucks<3

Continuation:
Went out about 1355? Walked to MRT to go fetch niece. OK dii came along lah. He look so kiddo, he's one anyway=_= Slinging a bunny bag. And please the bunny is more lyk bigger than him larh. LOLZ so kiddo=X[No offence dii, you really look like some kind of brown bunny kiddo=X]

Zoomed to Vivo. Sat by the wading pool. So good niece wearing slippers and i'm wearing shoes. Dii just hack care bout his shoes and go into the water. I treasure my shoes okay so i didn't go in. Used my hands to make water droplets, suddenly felt lyk splashing water at people. Lucky one to get splashed at was dii. Sorry la. You hack care bout your shoe and you brought extra clothes so just splash lor.

It started to pour so walked into arcade. Many peoplezZzZzZzZ. Looked around to see what can be played. Then eyed on this GoGoBall. Played it 5 times><
Rain stopped so went out to play. Felt like playin in the water so took off shoe. Dii took them off too. Lolz! Best part. Niece go push dii into the water. luckily dii landed on his legs or else i rofl! Then dii chased niece around the wading pool and i was down ther LMAO!

They came back and dii whispered sth to niece. I'm smart i know what he told niece. He told her that to push me into the water when i'm near the edge. So i stayed away from the edge hahas! They can't do anything. When dii not looking, i faster Zao into the water. Then dii chased me. And he splashed me so many times until i'm wet. Niece also splashed dii. Then niece and me team up and splashed dii until he became a extremely wet towel><>

Late le so went to change and dry up. Niece and me team up dii again and took the handycap toilet. HAhas. Dii need to go for tuition so left me and niece. Went to White Sands mall to have dinner. Ate Mac.......MRTED and bused home.

Reached home, Romeo greeted me. Wants me to play with him, don't feel like......pushed him aside when cuddling at my leg.No mood larh! Showered, was bloggin then dad called asked where i am. At home larhs then where on streets huh?! Told dad am at home. He asked why i didn't pick up phone. I say idk then told him busy now but actually didn't want to talk. Walao.....I dang fcuk up alr.......Idk why larh.I dang pissed off right now. Mom came into my room. Talked to her in a not good manner, she pat my head then leave my room alr. Sorry mom. what the fcuk. I don't want to blog alr.....

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

Havn't been bloggin for the past 1 day? I think?

It's been a busy week lately. Am tired. Weather getting hotter and hotter, gonna die down here.
Today Dii pei his Jie Jie. Watched Eye of the beast. The show sucks seriously. The beast's acting ain't real at all=_=......Imagine an electric arrow was shot at your eye and you just stay down there like you have no feelings at all. And next electric came running and you're electricuted and you still have no feelings like screaming and yelling or what-so-ever and just slowly sink down into the water=_=
That was what the beast did. So un-real! Don't watch that show, it's really boring and the acting's so not real.......

Next slack around at home then went out to have lunch. Ate handmade noodles, delicious=D Went to get some books then 'fly' home. Dad came home, watched Night At The Museum 2. Watched it 2 times already and now's de 3Rd time. Give me a break! I decided enough movies for today. Sian alr..........

Will be watching Drag Me To Hell tomorrow, i think. Friends say it's scary. Some say fantastic movie. Others say it'll rip your backbones off! NLMAO=_= I just said ok and they say " Go and watch=D"
"When i have the time"-ME

Decided to watch it tml. Dii have gonna so watch it with me! MUAHAHAHA! No mercy is given! XD
Hahas cant wait for my special day^^

Monday, November 9, 2009

Ok, i think i should carry on with my usual posting.
Emo-ed enough, i guess.

Silver Wing course ended, i really want to pass but i did my test lyk shit. Hoe God please help me! i want to promote not stay.....=_=!
Just wait to i get the results then i laugh or not laugh=]

Went to Raffles Town club yesterday with dad and mom. Amos and Rebecca went back to Japan=( without their sister, dad and mom! How bad they are! Pang seh us! Give what excuse, wanna see Grandma! What excuse is that?! Idk why dad and mom will accept! So unfair!lolz? Idk what thing so unfair=X but it's really unfair!.....sob sobbie......they just plainly want to enjoy the winter down ther......ZzZzZzZzZzZZZZzZneber mind! I'm going home soon after my mom makeover herself idk what she gonna do, but i just wait and see. Mom needs me with her, so didn't go back together with bro and sis...

Swam, watched 17again, ate buffet and bowled at dad's club yesterday. I hate to admit, but the part where me bowling, EWW! It was really awful! Mom and Dad naggin that i took wrong steps, threw the ball and blah blah blah! So much pressure.....I'm under pressure....oh god it's KILL-INNNN ME! I wanted to just walk to the pins and use my hand to just whack them all down and i get a strike!T_T BOOHOO mommie and daddie buwee meT_T......
Lolz lame! Ok then reached home at about 11 plus plus? Went to bed and float into dreamland. But BLEH! I had an awful dream! i dreamt that i was in tis so called 'fairytale', a new fairytale which my brain cells created, brought me into a desaster! UH-BAD!
ok but anyway i had a BAD SLEEP!
That's all, goin out to chill and catch some movies. TA~~~

Contented yet satisfy with my life~~~
Birthday coming!^^ Hope i get a great birthday than ever before=]PLease, really!~~~~

Friday, November 6, 2009

Done with my life.
Done everything that i can with it.
There's nothing left..................
Just me and my blood..................

I promise to never look back, because i know how much hurt i'll get.........

I think i'm having depression.
Idk why, idk idk.

=(

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

I'll never want to get up if i fall........

Came back from Ncc Silver Wing Course yesterday, feeling very tired.........I want to go homeT_T~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
These days feeling very sad, idk what i'm sad about.....Dumb me dumbe me.....Idk what's gone into mefuckthiswholeworldbustered
Many things on my mind.......whywhywhy?i'malone.....idkdkdkdkdkdkdkdkdk
Felt like emoing............................
Went to marina square with shirlyn, audrea, jia yu, conan and others.........then walked to Suntect...........what a damn day..............k lor they go pang seh jia yu, shirlyn and me.....k lor you all win lor............i was tired andfuckedupyesterday. but had fun^^ Jia yu the camera gal=]]Haha
Took lots of photos....Hehe.....ok i admit that i lyk taking photos also><

ok right now i'm feeling sad again.....am i getting depression?......i hope not.....i think i'm really getting depression......i really don't know what to do................